`` starry starry nite [#] `-
Sunday, November 11, 2007
bye people , wont be using this blog anymore because there's something wrong with it that make me cant change the skin and i gotta change blog . _l_ all my past beautiful memories are all here . haiis . . .
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[x] i lovee y0u //*
10:52 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Monday, November 05, 2007
bye people ! i`m going off soon . if anything can still sms . will blog everything that happened for the past few days once i come back . [Dan Ying slowly wait bah . ] =D miss me people . [i bet you guys definately will] =x oh well , shall end here . &i`m so gonna miss dear♥ so much ! =( take care of yourself alright ! =D
dear♥ i love you and i wont dont want you one . so stop saying those things alright . =))
- 爱我别走♥ -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
8:15 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i really do need your loveHAPPY BIRTHDAY MING MEI ! X33i dont know what the shit has happened to me . once again , i skipped lessons even though i had already set my alarm clock but i would just turned it off and went back to sleep . was supposed to go back to school for lessons on Monday , Tuesday and Today but i went for none of them . patheticcccc . . . but anyway , i don't care . its already holiday . no point waking up early just for those lessons . i rather use the time to shit and make my toilet bowl full .went to Kbox yesterday to celebrate my beloved Ming Mei's Birthday . =D before that , went to Bugis to shop around with xuanlove first and i fucking spent lots of money . shit ! i really spent money just like shitting those waste out okay . pra pra pra [shitting sound] lols . went to Ang Mo Kio after that to meet some people then mrt-ed to JE kbox . was at there HIGH-ing like never before . all of them were asking me to relax . but you think i`m really happy like how my appearance showed ? seriously , i don't feel happy at all . its just a strong front hiding a weak emotion deep down . after High-ing for quite long , kept quiet all the way and browse through my handphone . looking at some photos . while looking at those photos , realized that Dan Ying and Ming MEi began to keep quiet too . so not wanting to spoil their mood because of my damn emotions , i went High-ing again . =) sing sang sung ! snatched mike with Dan Ying . she wanna sing Jay Chou's song but i didn let her . then pushed her out of the room and locked her outside . *laughs* lalalas `~ =pPp oh ya , i love singing Tian Tian Ye Ye with Shi En ! damn nice okay ! hahahs .while singing , Jes , Jian Jie , Dan Ying , Xuan and me went out of the room lying to Ming Mei that we going to the washroom but actually we went out to buy a birthday cake for her . =D went in with the lighted candle and i dunno if she's shocked ? *laughs* after that , the last piece of cake was smashed on her face . haha . continued singing till 7.00p.m & when the bill came , something funny happened . made us laughed like hell . lols . oh ya , the person forgotten to add the cake in . free cake . not bad . *laughs* after leaving the place , the rest of them bus-ed home while xuanlove and me mrt-ed to Sembawang to meet people then mrt-ed back to boon lay . tired . and thanks xuanlove for accompanying me there . =DD
bao bao xD
[x] i lovee y0u //*
3:47 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
its 8.25a.m right now and i`m supposed to be in school by 9a.m but i`m still right here typing this load of craps . i don't want to go to school anymore though i`m already in my uniform , tied my hair and wore my socks . i`m tired . i dont have the mood . i . . . . . . oh well , i dont what the shit has happened . i hate feeling this way . i hate acting this way . i want that me to return . each and everyday , i`m worried that something might happen . do something to make me not feel this way alright ? because only you can . . .
i don't know what had happened . you've changed . did your feeling fade ? you dont show the love , care and concern to me like you always did anymore . pampered me with all this once again , will you ? i miss those sweet talks that you say to me everyday to make my day too . each and everyday when i woke up , the first thing that i thought to myself was " will he ask for a break today ? " i`m so afraid that it is , because you've changed . your feeling seems to fade . i hate feeling this way . i really don't want to lose you , because i really need you . everynight , tears came rolling down . i told myself never to cry for you again but still , i can't managed to do that because the pain , hurt and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside . . . you don't call me like you usually did anymore . even if you did , we only purely talked for 30 minutes or so ? and you said you`ll call back which usually you would no matter what . but right now you dont anymore . at night , you would always call me and always forbidded me to go to bed because you said you want me to accompany you , but you dont call me anymore . what happened ? why did all this shit had to happen ? did your feeling really fade ? did you fallen for another girl ? i want you back , can i ? i want the you that would forever be pampering me to be back . 3 more days to our 5th month , can we make it through ? i truly hope so . can we last ? i really hope we would . why did all this had to happene ? we were still fine on Friday . . . things then started to change the next day . just purely one day and things can be so worse already . i don't what happened . sigh . . . . for the past few days , things didn improve at all . why ? seriously , i want to know what you'r thinking . i really do love you , Neo Zhao Ming . . . . .
- 爱我别走♥ -
- 心中的永远 ;; 你 - [x] i lovee y0u //*
8:40 AM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
Sunday, October 28, 2007
25th October , Thursday
was supposed to meet dear♥ and xuanlove 12.30p.m at xuanlove's house downstair . but when i was about to step out of the house , i realized my key was lost and at that point of time , no one is at home . -.- damn pathetic alright `~ was so fed up till i almost cried . lols . ransacked the whole house but didn find till any spare keys . dear♥ & xuanlove then came to my house and sat outside . *laughs* but my service was also very good one alright . gave them laptop play and served them drinks . hahahas . After one hour or so , Dan Ying & Shi En came . damn Dan Ying then shouted my maid was home as she heard footsteps sound . so i was damn happy and quickly take a look . in the end , its my neighbour aka "siti" . HAHAHA ! kuku `~ waited and waited and finally my brother came home to save me . he said he pon lesson because of me but i think was because he wanna pon lesson that's why use me and say till so nice . *laughs*
went to Jp and bus-ed to fetch Zhi Meng ;; so dua pai . then bus-ed back to Jp and Mrt-ed to somerset . went to "buy" sushi and ate at mac before going to Cineleisure . played the what-so-ever game and i won dear♥ and Zhi Meng ! mai siao siao okay ! the second round , won them again . *laughs* After that , went out to accompany the Xiao Mei Mei Ng Dan Ying as she's in her uniform and can't come in . i`m good one okay . =x &she's so xiao mei mei . still buy watermelon lollipop to eat . hahas . finished playing , left and bus-ed back to Jp . &fcuk the thing that whereby you have to tap your Ez-link card and it will open . i tapped by card and when i`m about to go the thing closed . made me shout like one bloody fool like that . -.- dear♥ & Zhi Meng then send me home . =))
26th October , Friday
went back to school with dear♥ to take report slips . first thing when i stepped into class Miss Goh said " are you to the bus bbq later ? " told her yes and she said " okay . i wanna talk to you later on " -.- she then talked alot to the class before giving us our report slips . whole of 1 serve 6 managed to promote to 2 serve 6 . =) but , next year will be in the same class because of one goat . zZzzzZ . . . After all the talking and all , headed to Jp with dear♥ . went to Toy 'r' Us and was being bullied by him laa ! -.- left after that and went to my house the stairs there to sit . dear♥ damn big bully okay . went to hide my things . -.- dear♥ then left while i went home to bath and prepare . left home at around 4.00p.m and met Lee Ling at the bus-stop . waited for someone before headed into the school . Syabil and peeps were uberly hilarious . first thing they said when they saw the person was " wah . tom boy sia . like pontianak " LOL !
chatted with all of them while waiting for everybody to arrive . Darling then came and we had so much fun . was fun talking to Miss Wang . hahas . talked , joked , played with the class . went to pack up everything at about 8.30p.m and after that left to the bus-stop to give xuanlove the paper . bus-ed home with Vanessa after that .
English - 66 - B3
Higher Chinese - 71 - A2
MAthematics - 62 - B4
Science - 62 - B4
Geography - 87 - A1
History - 65 - B3
Literature - 75 - A1
D & T - 66 - B3
Home Econ - 77 - A1
Art - 59 - C5
Total : 690/1000
Percentage : 69%
lalalas `~ not bad , to me laa . i didn study much okay .
27th October , Saturday
went to Ang Mo Kio ;; grandparents' house then after that dad drove me to Amk mrt station . mrt-ed to Bugis to meet xuanlove . shopped around Bugis and we bought quite a number of things . the weather was super duper hot can . shitty ! After that , mrt-ed to Hougang to meet some people then after that mrt-ed to Orchard . went to Fareast and we again bought lots of things . really damn broke right now the both of us . =( After all the shopping , went to kfc to have our dinner before we mrt-ed back home . had so much fun with my love ! =DD on the way to Jp , saw a girl walking infront of me carrying a Brazil bag so i was thinking is that Jeslynn ? looked to the person beside her and it looked like Wei Jie . beside her was Dan Ying . so shouted her name but that girl was busy covering her ears and sort of dancing as one uncle was singing beside her . made me laughed like hell . Wei Jie then turned her head and saw me . walked to Jp with them and after that walked home with Wei Jie . =))
- 爱我别走♥ -- i really don't know why am i having such feeling . i hope i`m just thinking too much and its not the truth . dreamt about something and when i woke up , there's tears in my eyes . i really hope you'r not doing this to me . i really hope that i`m just thinking too much . haiix . . . -
[x] i lovee y0u //*
1:12 PM
``y0u`r my 0ne and -- // * - 0nly -
❤*[[_ The girl `-//*❤
i need you ,
`||`Neo Zhao Ming <3`||`
``smoker``
Agnes
AdrianoY
3rd October - dear dear❤`s birthday <3
